Jatuh Cinta Pada Pendengaran Pertama -hueks-

udah 2 hari ini mengurung diri di kamar.. suasana hati lagi ga enak… males kluar kamar.. males ke kampus.. males onlen.. males ngapa2in.. tapi.. waktu lagi maen ke kamarnya sita.. waktu itu hapenya lagi bunyi, dan yang jadi ringtone tuh lagunya Utada Hikaru yang prisoner of love.. aku langsung jatuh cinta pada pendengaran pertama.. lagunya keren banget, cocok banget sama suasana hati waktu itu (sampai saat ini juga). akhirnya udah bisa ditebak, semalaman, seharian, seduaharian, setigaharian, sampai saat ini.. dengerin lagu itu terus..
hehe.. tapi abis ndegerin lagu itu tambah males ngapa2in, maunya ndengerin lagu itu sendiri di kamar sambil merenung.. sambil makan, sambil gulung2 di kasur.. sambil nangis sendiri di kamar (halah.. lebay.. ) . Pokoknya lagunya aku banget dehhhhhhh..

ini nih liriknya yang udah di-translate (bukan aku yang translate pastinya :p)

Prisoner of Love

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I’m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
And you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

sebenre si aku juga mau ngasi lagunya, biar bisa di donlot langsung disini.. tapi berhubung proxy kampus lagi tidak mau bermain denganku.. kapan2 aja yak..

udah dulu de critanya.. aku mau mangurung diri di kamar lagi.. babay..